Reflect on years gone by….The blog below was written and dedicated to a special person who , in essence, left me years ago. Her soul, heart, personality, affect, way of life and love, EVERYTHING was TAKEN and will never, ever return. I died a horrific death when this person was taken…part of her died in my arms and i was helpless to do anything about it..but scream and holler, cry as she slowly drifted towards the heavans..BUT, its now time to move on with my life….I’ll walk this earth and will search for my soulmate once again, wherever she may lie..It may take me years or decades to find her..maybe I will and then again, possibly I’ll walk 4ever and never find her. Many crucial decisions to make affecting my life and a need to start my search over. Enjoy the words below…They were meant to be penned one last time..to now move on..lock these memories away, never to be forgotten.
You were so full of life
Always smiling and carefree
Life loved you being a part of it
And I loved it when u were a part of me
You could make anyone laugh
When they had a bad day
No matter how sad I was
You could take the hurt away
Nothing could ever stop you
Or even make u fall
You were ready to take on the world
Ready to do it all
But god decided he needed a part of you
So from this world a part of you left
But you took a piece of all of us
Our hearts are what you kept
Your seat isn’t quite empty, but then again it is
And its hard not to see that face
The way it use to be
You left without a warning
Not even saying goddbye
I held you in my arms, as u prepared to Die..
And I stop and reflect on the years and ask the question “why”?
The house has been empty now, all for 9 years on
But a part of you is in heaven now
Watching over us all
I didn’t see it coming
It hit me by surprise
And when a part of you left this world
Small parts of us died
It times to find the flames again
I know you’de understand
Look down upon us daily
And always guide my way
Time to feel alive again
Time to feel some joy
Your locked away inside of me
And one day we will meet
We’ll laugh and cry and wonder why
And reflect on years gone by..
