I can never work out the mind of a women, maybe it's because as the saying goes Women are from Venus Men are from Mars. Still when the day comes that a guy honestly and truly knows a women inside and out, thats when I'll give up the chase.
The ex of my son decides to come back on the scene after (her words not mine) "Taking time out" from my son. If every parent could do this I feel they would. Although this is not an ideal world.
The long and short of this blog is that I feel lost for what to do for the best. My son is under going further test for cerebal palse, my ex is using him like a porn in a game of chess to obtain a place. My view on this is that she has a lot of issues she needs to deal with in her life first, without dragging my son around.
I'm intending on going to get him this weekend and face all the arguements that come with taking my son. I don't want my son in an environment where he is at the moment.
My thoughts and feeling on paper/blogs sometimes help me think straight and get things into prospective. This will be a major change in m life having my son full time. However when I look into his eyes first thing in the morning and last thing at night I know it will be worth the struggle.
