CantSleepClownsWillEatMe's blog: "Excitement"

I just totally can not get over the excitement of knowing that in roughly 22 days I will be with my hunni again. Everytime I talk to him or talk to anybody about this flight back my heart starts pounding very rapidly. The past few months has felt like a lifetime away from him and I have absolutely hated it. I am very thankful for my friends on here because killing time on Fubar has really helped the time go by a little easier. It was really cool to quit the job I was working last night, I was technically suppose to work there thru the 22nd but when that payday is after the time I will be back in Germany, why do it. I did however call my 2nd job and she will be working me 5 days rather then 3 next week and I get paid from that job before I fly across the pond. During the 1st month I am sure that I will be on the site Monday thru Friday when my hunni is working out of town. After that I really need to concentrate on the language. That is my goal, to be able to carry on just a very basic conversation with a stranger. This may sound funny, I had no problems picking up some Turkish when I was hanging out on cam chats, but German seems so much more harsh. With German I find that I have to look at the person speaking to see how their lips say it. Now on my official countdown, Rudi said he's going to wire me the money most likely on Saturday for my ticket, which would be in my bank Thursday or Friday, so if all goes as planned I am flying out of Spokane the morning of August 30th. I am far too excited, all I want to do is to be able to look into his eyes and touch him again! He really is my soulmate, and for a girl that never believed in soulmates before, I sure as HELL believe in them now!