I stand here teetering on the edge of an abyss
The abyss I crawled out of all those years ago
I crawled out and followed a dream for a better life.
I held the dream for a long while.
The dream has now come crashing to an end.
I now stand here wondering how long before I descend into the depth of this abyss again.
The whole time being pushed and attacked by the one I trusted the most to keep me from the abyss.
The attacks gets harder and more forceful I slip but hold on just barely clinging by one hand.
The attacks again come now even more forceful, I’m holding on by just the finger tips.
I cling as hard as I can and try to brush off the attacks, how long can I hold on.
What will happen if I fall into the depths again?
Will I be something different or the same as I was before?
Will there be an escape for me if a fall this time.
I sway by my fingertips hoping the attacks will stop.
They don’t stop; I cling there caught in torturous limbo.
Will the attacks ever stop?
Will someone save me?
Will I manage to save myself?
I sway there in limbo with my grasp loosening.
I wonder which future will come to be.
