They tell me she is my addiction and I must cure my addiction.
How do I cure something that has been part of me for so long.
Something that seeps in and infects my dreams nightly.
I may accept what has happened by day, but then night comes.
As I lay in bed thoughts of her race through my mind.
I drift off to sleep thoughts and memories seep into my dreams
I dream of the life we shared and the way things use to be.
We are still together maybe not always happy but a family nonetheless.
Slowly morning comes closer and I start to awaken.
I feel the dream slipping away I fight to hold on.
Eventually the day wins over and I awaken.
The process starts over and I wait to get back to her in my dreams.
I sometimes wonder is it her that's my addiction or is it my dreams.
