ME hmm im James


I live in northern wisconsin
im a goth, or at least somone who thinks hes a goth I like dark things, scary things. I have a blood fetish, and Blood tastes so nummy. Music. i like alot of different types hard rock mostly, although i do like bands like killswitch engage, and as i lay dying.

Music is a HUGE part of my life, and so Is my Wife to be, Leila. OK sorry ladies, im not single. TOO BAD! I will try to reply to all shouts, comments, and rates, but, damn, if it gets to much, it gets to much.

I like to cuss

and i like to express my self


im straight


I am a NASCAR fan

Dale jr is my favorite


Captain and Coke is my drink, unless i want to get totally hammered, then i go straight for the JEGERBOMB I like jello shots to, only the strawberry with jeger


im normally quiet, unless i have a reason to talk

im wierd

i hate myself

and i hate people who force religion on other people, i used to be one.
Honestly, I dont really care what you think of me, If you like me great, hate me WHO THE FUCK CARES???? not me.
Yes, Im an Asswhole. NO. im not looking for a peice of ASS! Im Here to meet CRAZY FUCKED UP PEOPLE like me ... mabye some of them will be freinds, but THATS their choice.


By the way. I consider my Self a VAMPIRE. If you knew me, you would Understand.
ok ihave to add some lyrics

This is slipknot,
vermillion
She seems dressed in all the rings
Of past fatalities
So fragile yet so devious
She continues to see it
Climatic hands that press
Her temples and my chest
Enter the night that she came home
Forever

Oh (She's the only one that makes me sad)

She is everything and more
The solemn hypnotic
My Dahlia bathed in possession
She is home to me

I get nervous, perverse, when I see her it's worse
But the stress is astounding
It's now or never she's coming home
Forever

Oh (She's the only one that makes me sad)

Hard to say what caught my attention
Fixed And crazy, Aphid Attraction
Carve my name in my face, to recognize
Such a pheromone cult to terrorize

I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me

(Yeah!)

I'm a slave, and I am a master
No restraints and, unchecked collectors
I exist through my need, to self oblige
She is something in me, that I despise

I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me

I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me

SHE ISN'T REAL!
I CAN'T MAKE HER REAL!
SHE ISN'T REAL!
I CAN'T MAKE HER REAL!

(She isn't real, I can't make her real)
(She isn't real, I can't make her real)

now... im gonna look form y other playlist and put it on... itll be like a freak ass sing along. lol no. I just really like this song. and you can hear it below