CrystalButterflies's blog: "CrystalButterflies"

Love is so freaking over rated! I thought it was love, but I just can't do this anymore...I am breaking up with myself. I don't know exactly what happened....ya know, I knew I was needy, I just didn't realize HOW needy. I just can't deal with myself anymore...I am always constantly bugging me... that voice - as if it were in my own head - grating on my nerves. I guess you just learn a lot about somebody when you spend all your time with them. Don't get me wrong...I will still fool around with myself from time to time...don't want to burn all my bridges...but there just can't be any committment - no strings attached. It's best this way, honestly. I will go on...and maybe I can learn to love myself again some day.

Completely, utterly, madly, deeply in love! With MYSELF! For once in my life I am content with who I am - I feel confident and comfortable in my own freaking skin. Weird feeling, really. I am an awesome mother and a wonderful sister. I am an A student. I can sing a mean karaoke song or two. I am a "high performer" at work (no, really!) I am a decent friend, although I do not reach out to my friends enough.... I have to have SOME flaws! : )~ And I, yes I, can goth it alone! AND have a blast! Next time I am staying all night though! And drinking less Long Islands...mental note made! You guys are the best, by the way! You would have to be, you are all MY friends! Just goes with the territory!