Well.. where to begin??
I have known this man for a 2 years and have been in a serious relationship for the past 1 1/2year, well come to find out i was the only one taking it seriously. things were great as usual,some call it the "honeymoon stage"...then things started going down with girls at work, "DRAMA"...This man and I worked together, and females wernt to fond of that, and then the He said She said games began...I didnt want to deal with it so I had to do something and it was to set these hating ass little girls straight. Come to find out In our 5th month of dating he had a room-mate..It was a fucking female, that i had never seen, nor heard about, nor have I seen any clues around the house, I MEAN ANY!!!! I right away broke up with him, I was shocked, hurt, He then wanted to at least explain why he couldnt tell me, i didnt want to hear it..then a couple weeks went by he begged some more, so i gave him the benifit of the doubt and listend to him...long story short we finally got back together..once he told me the truth and all of it.. at that time is when i truley knew i loved him, and cared for him so much that i put my own guard down and took him back, and thats when he knew he loved me..or so he says???
couple months later things were good...then it got a little wierd, and when i would bring shit up, he acted like I was nutz, and I was crazy then it got to the point were every person that called was a girl, and it was a friend that he had known for so long..BULLSHIT i dont play that, then he didnt want to tell me where he was, or who he was with..?? and i honestly dont ask for much, i feel as his girl i should know..because i did that!
well I recently went over his house and he was gone to work...he left his myspace signed on too, i went through his messages, and found girls he had messaged..saying I WOULD LOVE TO GET TO KNOW YOU!!...??? yup this bitch had been trying to talk to all these women, maybe about 10-15 of them, and come to find out he had been fucking this girl I used to work with, ohh and the fucked up part it she knew Him and I were together...so yeah thats the drama and story of my life...he is a sorry excuss for a man, and she????...well she will definitly get hers soon from me, we will have words..karma is a bigger bitch than i choose to be~
I like to call it the straw that broke the camels back~
I will try to stay strong, but no-one told me it would hurt so much
