Shephard's blog: "Blooooooooooooog"

Alright, since life is absolutely pissing me off at the moment, I've decided I might as well give this blogging shit a try.
Today was so horrible, that I'm having a hard time even typing right now without breaking the keyboard upon making spelling mistakes. I'm just reaching the end of my lines. I am a VERY understanding, patient guy... But even I have limits.
Woke up this morning, and felt a bit ick... No biggie... Then about noon-ish, I started feeling faint. Thankfully, we ended work a little early, and I got to go home an hour and a half earlier than usual. So I came home (a bus, 2 metros, and another bus) feeling like I was about to face plant the whole time.
Got home, took a nap to help the feeling pass. Woke up to the sound of my cell receiving a text message. As usual, my hope was that it was from my gf, whome I only get to see on weekends since she's currently 3 hours away on course for another week or so. Well... I'm wishing now that it hadn't been her.
To shorten this a bit, as of a little while ago, I am potentially single. She needs time to think. I understand, and will give her as much space as she needs... But I'm quite afraid that space will not get filled back in. I love her with ALL my heart, and would literally run right into hell and back for her. I'm the kind of guy that if she was to rip my heart from my chest, I would use my lest breath to say, "I'm sorry for bleeding on you..."
I don't know if anyone's actually going to read this, but I honestly don't care. If you DO read it, please comment in some way... I could really use a little support... Please bear in mind this is the first time I ever release my feelings to the public, and I hope to not regret it.

~*~*~Shephard~*~*~

I've decided to make an actual blog. This, my friends, is an actual blog, written by me... Shephard. I hope you enjoy. I have just been up ALL night, again.. and decided to look at my own pictures. It would appear that I do not have many people leaving comments and/or even viewing my pics. This has me rather concerned for my pics... I have a few that are feeling extremely left out. For example, my artillery crest... currently the picture representing 'yours truly'... As well as both of my Family Crests... Are there no Acadiens on this damn site????? (no offense to my beloved Cajuns, i love yaz well, but I would also like to see some family closer to home lol) Anyways, if anyone actually reads this, heres the msgs i would like to get out: I do not really care about user comments if they're simply saying "giving you some love" or "have a nice day" or anything like that... they're appreciated, and reviewed, but only faintly, as there is little or no thought to em. I love personal messages. Even something as small as one friend, Deb, put: "Huggs" ...simple, but at least a bit personalized. (Thank hun! *hugs back*) Whether it be an e=mail, or even the occasional hand-written snail-mail... which i havent gotten in YEARS.... A little thought is always appreciated most. Now im just rambling on cause im tired as hell.. and i have to work soon... maybe i should have slept.... hehe too late now!!!!!!! cheers everyong, and thanks!!!!!! ~*~*~Shephard~*~*~

Hey ionno who gets to read this, but anyways... Just wanna tell ppl: try not to give me too many votes... I like the title "Magic Cherry" a LOT better than "Cherry Warrior"... so yeah, Don't feel so pressured to give me too many points! Also, if anyone could tell me how to get to Cajun Cherry, it'd be VERY much appreciated, cause thats where i'd like to be... Cheers!@ ~*~*~Shephard~*~*~