can you hurt me
as i have hurt you
you know not the deed
but it knows you
the back of my head
is being nailed to
a cross i provided
you want to touch
my silky hair
but whose fingers last ran through it
you want to stroke
my body
but who last touched it
i defile our relationship
and blindly you pour
heart soul body
into a bloody cup
where crystal water
used to stand.