well ok I know I was to have my surgery on the 12 th of this month but had to cancel that cause of hurricane IKE well now its tomorrow sept 26 th 2:30 pm so I am a lil scared that it might not go this time too I just cant keep getting it put off I am tired and dont know if I can handle all of the nerves of it all any more I really do hope it goes thur tomorrow... I have really delt with all of this pretty good I think I havent broke down yet and freaked out about it which I might tomorrow lol but who knows anyways I am just babling anyways here to let off a lil steam thank you all for the love and well wishes Angelncntrfold
