Im sitting here trying to enjoy my last days of freedom, and the people in my life arent making it easy.Especially the men I love most. They keep telling me that they will be there for me, but none of them want to get too close for fear of being hurt (Men:dont claim to understand them,just love them)One in particular keeps going back and forth, the night before (hadnt seen him in a while)he was being very affectionate. And yesterday I tried to keep a distance( long story) but he kept suprising me.Just wanna ask him whats really up, but dont know if i would get a real answer. Thats about it for now, if i think about the other stuff right now, will give me too much of a headache
