angelynna's blog: "angelynna"

I have changed quite a bit in the few months I was gone from here... I am back now and hoping to earn more respect this time around. Let me know what you think :)

1. my last fu-owner stopped talking to me about a week into his fu-ownership of me, and after he fucked me in person, so i failed to finish rating his pics and stash and actually blocked him. who knew someone who would actually buy me a happy hour to fu-own me would turn out to be such an ass. 2. i have an appt at 1 pm today to have my mood stabilizer changed since my mood swings have been out of control. yes the other night was spent in the hospital as a swung so low i actually became suicidal. i am feeling a bit better now and have not done anything stupid (overdosing, cutting, etc) but still feel my mood stabilizer needs changed. so we will be doing that this afternoon. 3. this morning i put pesto's (my cat, who was recently euthanized because she was so sick) cremains into her urn... gave her a big hug and a kiss and cried a little but i am glad she is in her final resting place. that gives me a little bit of comfort and peace. 4. the boyfriend position is still open.... think you have what it takes, and you can put up with my bipolar disorder, send me a message! looking forward to hearing from you. peace and love to all xoxoxo angela

i am approved by ifriends for live webcam shows. i will be putting on shows regularly from this point on. please join me in ifriends with my join link, http://www.iFriends.net/JoinMe.htm?SLUTTY-ANGEL . don't forget to join my fanclub where you can be notified instantly when i am doing a show and get access to other special features! xoxoxox angela

my lil Pesto had to be euthanized today... she's the cute calico in my "cats" folder... she was fiv+ and got very sick verry quickly, over about 48 hours, and would have required a blood transfusion and some other things that would have just prolonged her suffering, so we decided to put her down. she died in my arms looking me in the eyes... she knew she was loved.

the title says it all doesn't it? i met this guy i'd been talking to and slept with him on the first night. my reasons being 1) i really liked him 2) i wanted to find out if he was the kind of guy who meets girls just to get laid and then leaves them... better to find out now than to put a month of work into a "relationship" only to find out sex is still all he wanted... some just work harder for it than others, and i made it easy. well, i found out what i wanted to know. there's still a part of me hoping i'm wrong and he'll come back and tell me he really liked me too. but i think the chances of that are slim. oh well... at least i didn't waste any more time.

show will be cancelled unless i get some donations... come on people you can spare 20 bucks. please

Angelynna www.fubar.com/angelynne is in an auction! Real life slave girl/submissive willing to be bought for a month on fubar. What i will give you: Added to my family for a month (includes access to my new NSFW pics) Your name next to mine for the month Rates of all your pics during HH Rates of all your stash during HH a salute with your name on it, SFW or NSFW up to you special chat time special webcam time possible real life meeting any other little "favors" you request (within reason) Please post bids in response to the blog. you are welcome to contact me directly if you have any questions. thanks! XOXO Angela

to anyone who wondered where i've been the past 9 days: checked into the the hospital at emory university, where some young doctors got the bright idea to give me double the max dose of my anti depressant, take me off my anti anxiety meds, and put me through the controversial yet effective and safer than you'd think electro convulsion therapy. i'm safe, and probably better than i was before i checked in... i have my next treatment tomorrow morning. thanks all