Well if any one has read about me they know I have a new Apartment in divorceville.God I hate that word!!!But here I am learning how to Live with myself alone, no kids no husband just me and after raising his kids for 10 years they became apart of me so needless to say I have not only lost my husband but I lost my kids too!!The husband part I dont really miss I guess I am just tired of fighting to keep him happy when no matter what I do or say there will always be someone in his mind that says it and does it better so after yrs of forgiving the affairs over and over I decided I have had enough.I am not forgiving him this time!! I am going to show him that he can not treat me like this any more and think I will always be there to forgive him and take him back!!And he knows how much those children mean to me so I am sure he will hit me where it really hurts by not letting me see them..but I am still going to fight.I feel like I have already lost everything what else do I have to loose.So here I sit alone in my new Apartment in Divorceville alot stronger than I ever thought I could be. cause I have finally figured out that I would rather live alone in divorcevill then live in the arms of a cheater and liar!!!So I will end this blog with these final words for the soon to be ex.I truely hope you find happiness and love so when you are planning your lives toghether she looks at you and says I dont want you any more and you feel as alone as I do right now and I hope you think of me and call me and tell me what a big mistake you made so I can tell you GO GET FUCKED!!!
