KARMA's blog: "allow me to introduce myself."

Embracing Single Hood -- Author Unknown I've been multiplying the days And adding the years That my single hood was embraced With a deep sense of loneliness And an overwhelming desire To put it to rest. But amidst the computations And calculations, I've failed to acknowledge that These days prohibit Bombarding energies Belonging to someone else Like a trespasser outside the fence That reads "Violators would be prosecuted." I get to be alone within the walls of me And glare at the inner parts Without an intrusive vibration Knocking at the doors of my silence. Basically, I get to do me! Reflect and introspect... Single hood provides a rhythm That if embraced can lead to tremendous liberation; The hairs on my legs are shaven to my knees Since nobody has to see or rub above that perimeter I seldom worry about a Brazilian wax So baby hairs sometimes peep out The sides of these boy shorts; I hate thongs and don't have to pretend to like them for anyone. Cheating is an alien word In my vocab And though these lonely blues sing me love songs, I get to play the strings of my vagina To my own rhythm And beat the drums of my heart To my own sound.Indeed I get lonely But single hood also fascinates me I burn my incenses and drink my herbs Scream and shout, laugh and cry Have the toilet seat down every time And all my time is mine. So every time I multiply these days And add the years That my single hood was embraced With a deep sense of loneliness And an overwhelming desire To put it to rest. I remind self of all the reasons Why being single is the shit!

The Meaning Of Love The Meaning of Love is, Caring for one another unconditionally, and creating a bond of oneness. Listening, and actually hearing what the other has to say. Giving each other freedom to excel in their own fields. Trusting each other with no strings attached. Communicating when communication is needed. Telling each other secrets that you know won't be repeated. Love is a Gold mine if managed properly. This is the type of Love which I search for now. Poetry Book: “Only Human” by Sonny Hairston Copyright 2008

The first time I saw you, I knew you were the one. There was no question in my mind, after having that much fun. There's just something about you, that I've never found before. And now that we're good friends, I find myself wanting more. I never thought it possible, to care for one so much. But everyday that passes, I long to feel your touch. To look into your eyes, would make my day complete, cause every time you look at me, my heart just skips a beat. Everything I'd wished for, every dream I'd hope come true, I never thought would happen, until the day that I met you. I know that your not ready, for the kind of commitment that I am, but for you I'd wait forever, there's nothing I can't stand. Although it hurts to know, that you don't feel the same as me, hopefully one day you'll realize, one day you'll wake up and see.

Sex Quotes. 1. I think men talk to women so they can sleep with them and women sleep with men so they can talk to them. ~ Jay McInerney 2. Love is the answer, but while you are waiting for the answer, sex raises some pretty good questions. ~ Woody Allen 3. The intimacy in sex is never only physical. In a sexual relationship we may discover who we are in ways otherwise unavailable to us, and at the same time we allow our partner to see and know that individual. As we unveil our bodies, we also disclose our persons. ~Thomas Moore 4. Because every portion of the body, mind, and spirit yearns for the integration of yin and yang, angelic intercourse is led by the spirit rather than the sexual organs. . . . Where ordinary intercourse unites sex organs with sex organs, angelic cultivation unites spirit with spirit, mind with mind, and every cell of one body with every cell of the other body. ~Lao Tzu 5. I'm not cheap, but I am on special this week. ~ Author Unknown 6. When a guy goes to a hooker, he's not paying her for sex, he's paying her to leave. ~ Author Unknown 7. The common thread that binds nearly all animal species seems to be that males are willing to abandon all sense and decorum, even to risk their lives, in the frantic quest for sex. ~ Randy Thornhill and Craig T. Palmer

Seems like alot of people in fubarland is mainly concerned with points and making godfather or whatever the hell is going on within this crazy site.i remember when this site was fun.my favorite place was the mumms-which is damned to hell now! what happened???people deleting their pages. i've even thought about it a time or 2. just not what it used to be. and with that thought i guess its time for me to take a break. I'm in the process of looking for a new home so wish me luck and i hope everyone a safe,healthy and happy new year!!!

WELL SORRY TO SAY HAVEN'T GOT MY COMPUTER FIXED YET-BUT I'M STILL WORKIN ON IT.I'M MAKIN A FEW LIFE CHANGES SO WHEN I DO RETURN I WILL BE CHANGIN MY NAME.BESIDES DROPPIN THE NAME I WILL BE DROPPIN A FEW OTHER THINGS TOO(PEOPLE INCLUDED)SO IF U HIT ME UP AND I DON'T RESPOND THAT PERSON COULD BE U...SORRY JUST TRYIN TO BE DRAMA FREE FOR 2008-START THE NEW YEAR RIGHT!!! ALSO I WOULD LIKE TO THANK EACH AND EVERYONE OF MY TRUE FRIENDS,FAMILY AND FANS WHO CONTINUE TO SUPPORT ME EVEN THOUGH I'M NOT AROUND MUCH ANYMORE!!! LAST BUT NOT LEAST...I JUST LEARNED A VALUABLE LIFE LESSON LOVE IS SOMETHIN THAT IS NATURALLY GIVEN AND CAN NEVER BE FORCED. SOME FIND THEMSELVES LOVIN SOMEONE THAT DOESN'T FEEL THE SAME...WHICH HURTS...BELIEVE ME-I KNOW BUT I FINALLY FIGURED OUT THE EASIEST WAY TO DEAL WITH IT IS TO JUST MOVE ON NOT CONTINUE TO FORCE YOUR LOVE ON AN UNWILLING PARTICIPANT WHO IS EITHER TOO SHALLOW OR TOO STUPID TO SEE THAT YOUR LOVE IS GENUINE AND TRUE 9 TIMES OUT OF 10 THE PERSON YOU ARE GOIN OUT OF YOUR WAY FOR TO PROVE YOUR LOVE TO DOESN'T DESERVE YOUR LOVE ANYWAY... WHEN ALL ELSE FALLS-JUST REMEMBER HOW MUCH YOU LOVE YOURSELF AND WE ALL WANT ONLY THE BEST!!! I KNOW I DO-AND I WILL BE PATIENT AND WAIT BECAUSE I KNOW SOMEWHERE IN THIS BIG WORLD THERE IS SOMEONE OUT THERE WHO WILL LOVE ME JUST AS MUCH AS I LOVE THEM!!! HAPPY HOLIDAYS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I KNOW I 'VE BEEN M.I.A. BUT MY COMPUTER IS ILL-I'M TRYIN MY BEST TO GET IT FIXED AS SOON AS POSSIBLE.TO ALL MY PEEPS WHO I FUCK WIT(U KNOW WHO U ARE)I MISH YALL SO MUCH!!!!TO ALL MY NEW FRIENDS I CAN'T WAIT TO SEE WHATS CRACKIN WIT YALL!!!!BE BACK SOON--HOPEFULLY......

I PRIDE MYSELF ON BEING A TRUTHFUL PERSON. I TRY TO TELL THE TRUTH AT LEAST 96% OF THE TIME.SO WHEN I COME ACROSS A PERSON WHO I AM TOTALLY HONEST WITH AND NOTHIN COMES OUT OF THERE MOUTHS BUT LIES IT REALLY BOTHERS ME. I HATE SMOOTH TALKERS WHO CAN TALK THERE WAY OUT OF ANYTHIN-IN THIS CASE "INTO" ANYTHING. YES IT IS A GIFT...BUT NOT GIVEN SO THAT IT CAN BE USED TO LIE ABOUT ANY AND EVERYTHING. HOPEFULLY THIS WILL BE THE LAST TIME I HAVE TO POST NONSENSE LIKE THIS BECAUSE FROM NOW ON I WILL TREAT EVERYONE WITH A LONG SPOON. YEAH LAUGH NOW-CRY LATER,BECAUSE THE SAME LIES YOU TELL NOW WON'T BE SO FUNNY WHEN THERE IS NO ONE TO TELL THEM TOO...

JUST REFLECTING ON THIS WONDERFUL WEEKEND I HAD.I GOT TO SPEND SOME QUALITY TIME WITH MY WONDERFUL GUY AND ALSO SPENT SOME TIME WITH ONE OF MY FAVORITE COUSINS.SO ALL IN ALL-EVERYTHING WAS PERFECT FOR ME.

WELL I DIDN'T LOSE MY MIND LIKE I THOUGHT I WOULD TODAY.HAPPY BIRTHDAY LIL BROTHER.I WILL BE PARTYIN LIKE A ROCKSTAR FOR YOU TODAY CAUSE I KNOW IF YOU WERE STILL HERE WE WOULD BE GETTING FUCKED UP TODAY-ITS WHAT HE LIKED DOIN MOST!!! R.I.P JAMES A.K.A FATAL I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!