If I will go and die tomorrow
Please don't feel pitty, don't feel sorrow
Soon, I will be back again
in the sunshine, in the rain.
This world has punished me enough
It didn't gave me happyness or laugh
I've fighted from my soul to be a winner
But I am tired now and I become a sinner!
If I will go to sleap and dieing too
You got to know that I love you,
But for this world I have no feelings
'Cause she made me think I'm crazy.
Too many things has left me and had crash
too many dreams it came become in ash
And even if I try with all my power to be right
the darkness just don't let me see the light!
I didn't wanted to be born and fight
'Couse here's the place where happynes had died!
I've allways felt that I'm loked in a body and a name
and kept like this with no ashame;
I've allways had the halth of the entire
and no acces at rights and at DESIRE.
If I will go tomorrow home and leave this side,
please think that I've become a bride
and will be gone my sorrow and my lonellyness
and all my heart will be just happyness!
And if tomorrow I will have to die
I will reborn from truth and lye
And when my perfect world it will appear from ash and bone
My happyness it will becoming from it's own!