DUTCH's blog: "a day in the life"

for once in my life it all seems so clear my end has come my end is near a thoughtless road approaches ahead the fork in the road leads me nowhere i turn from side to side puzzled at the mist covering the path for me an end dead ahead i stumble around looking for a break nothing inside but more heartache i trip and fall i never get up bliss is beside me once and for all you think your shoes should be filled all you do is gripe remember a day in my life

i know why she talks to me security comfort is she flirting with me is this wrong my mind tells me no but my heart falls to the ground what am i doing does anybody know i wish she would tell me tell me what i want to hear my feelings are mixed what should i do i try not to care but my feelings overtake all what should i do if she told me she loved me what would i say what could i do about it tell me what i want to hear and thats why a day in the life of me is silenced