First things first... I'm a freaky geek who would have to be one of the biggest breathing contradictions there is. So what qualifies me as such? I'm not really sure.... I am absolutely in love with good music...I find myself listening to it 80% of my waking hours.... and am constantly on the search to find more or that perfect song that connects so intimately with my soul (if I have one...left). I am actually quite a shy person until you get to know me and then I become rather loud and annoying... and then you will find yourself wanting the quiet Tamara back....lmao I don't like people in general and hate crowds, yet I have a general respect for most people and one of my favourite places to be is at a gig or concert. I enjoy the dark side of life but am constantly finding myself looking at the bright side of those things. I love mental stimulation and therefore people with intellect and personality..... but constantly find myself giggling at the most embarrassingly stupid things. I find my mind seems to swirl in a sea of general discomfort and mistrust but I find I am happy there most of the time. Serial Killers, vampires, mythology, demons, torture and hell are some of my favourite things/ subjects yet I love a good laugh... So if you love twisted stuff and/ or people is your kind of thing also...drop me a line sometime. (Freaky, huh?) Video games, dictionaries/thesaurus', computers, comics, anime/manga and very large novels are some of my geekier interests.... hence the geek part of me. Hopefully I have been able to explain myself properly or else confuse you into some state of amusement.