LET ME START BY SAYING I AM A TRUE BELIEVER IN KARMA AND EVERYTHING THAT HAPPENS IN LIFE HAPPENS FOR A REASON I MAY HAVE STRUGGLED MORE OR LESS THEN SOME BUT IT MADE ME WHO I AM AND I PROUD OF ME

LETS JUST SAY WHEN I GOT MARRIED MY HUSBAND CHANGED FROM THE MAN I KNEW TO A BEAST ALMOST BEFORE WE EVEN GOT HOME AFTER CEREMONY HE BELIEVED MARRIAGE WAS OWNERSHIP PAPERS
HE WAS EXTREMELY ABUSIVE BOTH PHYSICALLY AND MENTALLY I TOLD MY FAMILY AFTER ABOUT 2 YEARS OF IT AND THEY WOULDN'T HELP ME SO AFTER ABOUT MY 5 TH STAY IN THE HOSPITAL FROM HIM I DECIDED IT WAS TIME TO LEAVE AND PLAN FOR IT UNFORTUNATELY DUE TO STRESS AND ABUSIVE I GAINED ABOUT 150 POUNDS IN THE COURSE OF 5 YEARS OF MARRIAGE HAD VERY LOW SELF ESTEEM AND WAS SCARED AT EVERY NOISE AND JUMPED AT EVERYTHING SO I STRUGGLED WITH SLEEP AND CLEAR THINKING BUT I FINALLY LEFT ONE DAY AND ABOUT A MONTH LATER MY HUSBAND FOUND ME AND I TOOK THE WORST BEATING I HAD EVER HAD BUT THE ONE GOOD THING WAS I HID THE MONEY I HAD USED TO LEAVE SO AFTER I HEALED AND PLANNED A LITTLE BETTER AND SAVED SOME MORE I PLANNED AGAIN AND THIS TIME I LEFT STATE IT WAS HARD AND EVEN MORE STRESSFUL BUT I WAS FREE THAT'S ALL THAT MATTERED I LIVED IN CAR AND ONLY LEFT WITH THE CLOTHES ON OUR BACKS BUT I FOUND A JOB AND BOUGHT A TENT AND ME AND MY DAUGHTER LIVED AND SURVIVED AND AS SOON AS I SAVED ENOUGH I FINALLY GOT MY DIVORCE 2 YEARS LATER
I RAISED 2 KIDS ON MY OWN AND KEPT A ROOF OVER THERE HEADS AND FOOD IN THERE BELLIES ND LOVED WITH ALL I COULD I DID IT WITHOUT A DIME FORM THERE FATHERS OR STATE OR FEDERAL ASSISTANCE SO DON'T TELL ME ABOUT YOU DON'T HAVE THE PROBLEM WITH MOST IS WANT AND FORGET THE THINGS IN LIFE WORTH HAVING ARE THE ONES THAT ARE FREE
THE FIRST TING I HAD TO DO TO MAKE ME FEEL BETTER WAS TO GET DENTURES MY HUSBAND KNOCKED OUT 6 FRONT TEETH IN ONE OF MY PUNISHMENT FOR NOT FILLING THE SALT SHAKER BEFORE DINNER SO I SAVED AND I DID IT BEFORE THAT I REALLY NEVER SMILED NO I SMILE EVERYDAY AND THAT IS WHY I CALLED MY NAME ON HERE SMILE LOL.... TOOK ME UNTIL MY DAUGHTER WAS ABOUT 10 AND MY SON 5 TILL I STARTED LOOSING WEIGHT I JUST TOOK IT UPON MYSELF TO DO FOR MY KIDS AND FOR ME IT TOOK A LONG TIME AND I HAVE NEVER EVER REACHED WHERE I WOULD LOVE TO BE BUT I HAPPY WITH ME AFTER ALL I DID AND I SURVIVED
I AM NOT BEAUTIFUL I AM A 3 TIME GRANDMOTHER AND I LOVE LIFE I FINALLY AFTER ALL HAVE FOUND MYSELF AND AM HAPPY WITH ME IT TOOK A LONG TIME COMING
NOW IF SAYING ALL THIS MAKES ONE PERSON WAKE UP AND REALIZE WE ALL CAN DO WHATEVER IT IS WE WANT THEN I WILL BE GLAD

I DO NOT CAM STOP ASKING
LOVE LIFE ALL YOU CAN... WE ONLY GET ONE SHOT WE MIGHT AS WELL ENJOY IT