43 Year Old
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Female
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From Big Stone Gap, VA·
Joined on December 17, 2006
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Relationship status: Single
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Born on October 14th
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Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and fvck you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life... You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like 'maybe we should be just friends' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love.
People get attached. Once you cut the umbilical cord they attached to the other things. Sight, sound, sex, money, mirages, mothers, masturbation, murder, and Monday morning hangovers.
I've learned that we don't have much time here so we can't waste it living someone elses life... We can't allow ourselves to be trapped by dogma - which is living in the result of other peoples lives... We can't let the noise of other peoples opinions drown out our own inner voice. And most important, we must have the courage to follow our heart and inuition... They somehow already know who and what you truly want to be. Everything else is just background noise.
If you're losing your soul and you know it, then you still have a soul left to lose. -Charles Bukowski-
43 Year Old
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Female
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From Big Stone Gap, VA·
Joined on December 17, 2006
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Relationship status: Single
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Born on October 14th
·2 referrals joined!
theres nothing wrong with love beautiful! you just need to find a man who knows how to love you right ! i am quite experienced in this dept and would be glad to show you a lesson or two!
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