I am me. Not perfect in anyway but I'll go on being a lovable pain in the ass! Just now I don't make as many mistakes. You wanna know about me?...Here we go..I don't like ignorant people and I'm not talking about when you make stupid mistakes because God knows I have made a shitload of mistakes in my life. Excuse my language but I am direct and completely blunt to the point it hurts my friends feelings but I love people in my life enough to be honest. Let's see....I don't understand why people in my life thank me for being there at those crucial moments in their life. Its like why thank me for loving you. Isn't that what friends are? It's a give in so don't thank me. Just know I care. I am the friend that you can tell anything to and I won't judge you. I may kick your ass if I need to so your ok.Then I'll wrap you in my arms and give you a hug and remind you that I love you. What else?....I am considered a bitch sometimes for good reason, so don't bullshit me cause I will see through you like glass. It's better to tell the sorry truth then lie.Don't screw with my friends or my family or you'll see. Other than than that, I am considered a sarcastic sweetheart who has a big heart...which I do until you push me. I love my friends and will go to bat for them. My guy friends are my brothers and my girlfriends are my sisters. Even though they are few now cause of being selective on my part. I am making some major changes in my life right now so it's like a project . I am single and have been for a while and as much as it's nice to have someone in your life...I have refrained from being in a relationship. I refuse to be involved with anyone as hard as it is to be alone. I have good reasons after my last 2 year abusive relationship. What else can I tell you????? I am better at writing about myself than words. I find it funny that no matter who comes into my life..they always say I'm a pain in the ass but I'm lovable so that is why I started my about me like that. I got off the right path a long time ago and have only sometimes stepped back on the street and now I'm focused and it has taken me a lot of mistakes and now at 37 I am only hoping I can catch up and have that life I dream of. I am always afraid of being to late for things. And I have been sometimes and always want to be there when I need to be ..For my family..friends..my job etc. It's my biggest fear now besides bees and wasps etc,lol. It's sounds silly but it's true. I am a sister...a daughter..a friend ..an Aunt and I feel those are the most important things in my life. If your in my life I will never let you fall when all hope is gone. I will never let you be alone. I have found that we all need our me time as I call it. But you are still not alone. I love my song on my profile called "Never gonna be alone" by nickleback. If you wanna completely understand me. Listen to this song on my profile. It explains everything better than I can write it. I love music and I express myself through songs alot because music is my blood because music I feel,,,allows you to yell at your madness in your life and express your heart . It stops the silence in your heart. Like my song says I'll hold you till the hurt is gone. It's a great feeling when someone shows up unexpectedly to be there for you isn't it? Just because they so get it of how your feeling. Especially when they sacrificed their plans just to be there. FOR YOU. I think you get me now. I will never hold back anymore on letting people know who I am and where I'm coming from. You either love me or hate me.