just a dude looking for some people to talk with.going thru a rough time aint sure how to handle it.its like chemo but different have 8 months to go they tell me its my liver lived hard for 28 yr. now its time to pay.quit it all been couple yrs now still find it hard to face the day medcation makes it even worse been on meds just 2 months.I feel I am loosen it at times. family dosent have a clue I put on my happy face like it dont hurt or bother me I dont want them to see me like that .been oil field trash my whole life worked hard played hard. now they tell me I am done. I feel the posion running thru my body tearing my mind apart at times dont have no one to talk to mabey someone out there will find some time to spare for a broken down old roughneck. new to internet stuff so learning it the best I can.hope your days are filled with good friends and lots of laughter me.