Okay,I can tell u if u want a good look at who I am inside, just checkout my music play list. Every song in there means something special to me on some level. (mostly 'cause they are a representation of the many sides of me.) If you have any other questions, just message me, I'll try 2 respond as soon as I can. I usually check this site frequently. The rest of this"About me" page is a small glimpse into my inner child. Plz b nice-this is who I am. If u don't like it, that's okay. You don't have to read it.
============================================================In this world where too many are willing to see only the light that is visible,never the light invisible,we have a daily darkness that is night. And we encounter another darkness from time to time that is death,(the deaths of those we love for example)but the most constant darkness that is with us every day,at all hours of the day,is the darkness of the mind;the pettiness and meanness and hatered,witch we have invited into ourselves and witch we pay out with generous interest....
============================================================Honestly,my life hasn`t been very easy to live. It`s hard to live on your own. but all things considered,I probably would do nothing different if I had the chance to live my life over. Don`t get me wrong,I would do a few things different,like be nicer to some people I was needlessly a jerk to,but for the most part,I wouldn't change anything major. If I did,I would not be who I am today. I feel that I`ve lived a full life. I've done a great many things, and experienced even more. I've come across a few potholes and speed-bumps in my life,a few of the potholes were more like craters,but I've learned to survive in this sometimes very harsh,uncaring,unkind world. It`s not easy being me. Sometimes it feels like I've been around for a few hundred years. I guess that comes with living through and dealing with the things I've experienced through the course of my life. Don't get me wrong, I'm not bitter about all this,I've lived my life on my own terms,but living that way, you have to be willing to crash and burn in one way or another. The trick to living that way is to figure out how to pick yourself up out of the ashes of burning after the crash. I guess im very fortunate in that way,`cause some people never make it out of those ashes. They kill themselves in one way or another,sometimes taking others with them,but usually damaging someone else in the process,emotionally, physically,mentally,whatever. That becomes something for that individual to learn how to deal with. (The following is a small prayer dedicated to ALL who read this and those who don't) God keep us all in mind,don't forget the road warriors, all the lonewolves, people who cant seem to find their place in this world, and those of us who cant seem to find the way home.....
============================================================Who are you to look at me and think(in your mind to yourself) you know me before you greet me? Ever heard of not judging a book by it`s cover? Oh, my mistake;you`re just one of those people who says that when it suits you. What makes you think you know a stranger so well? You have NO idea what thoughts go through my head,or what feelings flow through my heart! I am the calm before a storm. I am the raging sea itself. I am the wail of a mother at her only sons funeral. I am the laughter of a newborn baby. See?!? And you thought you KNEW me.
============================================================Insanity Leads To Chaos,Then To Solitude...The Fruitless Effort Of Adding Meaning To What Is Meaningless.A Lone Crimson Tear Falls Into The Infinite Sea...The Echo Of The Remaining Star Cries Out In The Infinite Vaccum. The Least I Can Do Is Send My Distant Prayers Over The Wind Of Time Setting Sail On Dreams.
==============================================================I cry in the dark,so no one can see me;I cry in the dark all alone. I cry in the dark only God hears my tears; I cry in the dark-longing for home....