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50 Year Old · Female · From Hopkinsville, KY · Joined on April 21, 2009 · Relationship status: It's Complicated · Born on January 24th · 9 different people have a crush on me!
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50 Year Old · Female · From Hopkinsville, KY · Joined on April 21, 2009 · Relationship status: It's Complicated · Born on January 24th · 9 different people have a crush on me!
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Standing in bathroom staring into the mirror,
I see my image that is no longer familiar..
What I feel is numbness, hate and anger,
Brawling in my head causing havoc and horror..
Staring and wondering in how I can stop my torture,
Where and how to start is hard - cause I see is only faulted,
Especially when I have given my all - has been exhausted..
Standing in silence I stare at my image,
no longer caring to attend my wreckage...
As I smile to mask my true feelings,
hoping to hide and that no one is seeing..
I start heading towards the stairway,
wondering and hoping this be a better day....
-Alexus


I have been waiting for your embrace
that will take my last breath from my face.
the sun's warmth on my skin I will miss
coldness upon my lips will be my last kiss.
I thought I would be there for my little ones
but it turns out my time has come.
I am no longer angry, yet I am numb
.............................My time has come
~Alexus

50 Year Old · Female · From Hopkinsville, KY · Joined on April 21, 2009 · Relationship status: It's Complicated · Born on January 24th · 9 different people have a crush on me!

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