Some days it seems I have lived many lifetimes, which of course is not possible. Other days, it feels like I'm not living at all. I can't remember what I was thinking when I ended up on this web site a couple months ago, and am not sure what the goal of being here is. Currently in my life I have two goals; get back to work, where ever that may lead me, and find another soul that could possibly have enough depth, personality, strength and tenderness to share with my depth, personality, strength and tenderness to build a life we both feel energized, excited and satisfied to live. In the simplest words, I am an old fashioned country girl, who prefers to do everything for herself, except those things that are meant to be done by another; and I want a man who has enough back bone and confidence to where a pink shirt occasionally and has enough patience and tenderness to sooth a crying baby. -I'm a widow, starting my life over-