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created on 07/31/2018  |  http://fubar.com/2018-writings/b370858  |  2 followers

Pathway I must Walk Now

I stand here lost and confused upon the pathway of life.

Not sure what to do

Not sure how I can move forward or breath,

but here I am.

Upon the pathway, I must walk now....alone and broken apart, since you gone back home with Jesus and God.

I know this is a better pathway for you, 

but for me...

Am lost....am alone and weeping out my broken heart.

I walked the pathway with you, but now my hand is no longer holding yours.

I was forced to let you go when I knew I could no longer hold you here in this world and life with me.

Here is the pathway I must walk now.

Why does my heart aching and weep with no end to this pain of losing you?

You were the best and worst of me,

I was the best and worst of you,

we two peas in the same pod, never able to live separate, but I tried.

We shared harsh words,

but in the end, we always had each other back.

Yet here I am on upon this pathway alone and wishing you were back here with me.

All the pathways ahead of me, don't take me back to you,

yet I am wishing these pathways would.

My heart is shattered and broken into pieces,

I have no way to put the pieces back together.

Here I am upon this pathway without you, I must continue on in this hellish without you.

Do I have the will and strength to go on?

Yet, I know I promised....you, I would be okay if you went home.

But I lied to you.

I need you, I am so unsure if I can walk this pathway now without you.


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