I stand here lost and confused upon the pathway of life.
Not sure what to do
Not sure how I can move forward or breath,
but here I am.
Upon the pathway, I must walk now....alone and broken apart, since you gone back home with Jesus and God.
I know this is a better pathway for you,
but for me...
Am lost....am alone and weeping out my broken heart.
I walked the pathway with you, but now my hand is no longer holding yours.
I was forced to let you go when I knew I could no longer hold you here in this world and life with me.
Here is the pathway I must walk now.
Why does my heart aching and weep with no end to this pain of losing you?
You were the best and worst of me,
I was the best and worst of you,
we two peas in the same pod, never able to live separate, but I tried.
We shared harsh words,
but in the end, we always had each other back.
Yet here I am on upon this pathway alone and wishing you were back here with me.
All the pathways ahead of me, don't take me back to you,
yet I am wishing these pathways would.
My heart is shattered and broken into pieces,
I have no way to put the pieces back together.
Here I am upon this pathway without you, I must continue on in this hellish without you.
Do I have the will and strength to go on?
Yet, I know I promised....you, I would be okay if you went home.
But I lied to you.
I need you, I am so unsure if I can walk this pathway now without you.