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40 Year Old · Female · From Nashville, TN · Owned by wally and is worth 1,000,001 fuBucks. · Joined on February 19, 2008 · Born on October 8th · 4 referrals joined! · 8 different people have a crush on me!
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I am an Female Army Veteran. I served as a Generalized Aircraft Electrician between 2004 to 2008. As a soldier I held many different positions. They included me being an acting CSM. an adinistrative assistant to Non Commisioned Officers who were over Equal Oppurtunity and Battalion Level Driving Instructor. I also held the position of squad leader over Military Intellegience. My additional duties included assigning and organizing 7000 plus soilders and Officers to Schools, Tasking and Training. I have went to school to pursue law but due to my service I had to remove myself from that pursuit. I went on to study Business Adminstration. My after military work has included and in some instances still include Owning and Operating an Online Call Center, Adminstrative Assistant to a CEO and Owner to Contracting Company, After Hours Staffing for a Staffing Agency, as well as other fields that I did and overlapped that consisted of extra abilities and knowledge in different fields.

I am a mother. I have 4 beautiful kids. I love my kids and everyone one of them are above average in whatever the have pursued and are currently pursuing to do with their time.

I am a sister to people who own their own businesses and work in fields that deal with management of computer technical asminstration for a major company. Their accomplishments are not mine, however they have been my guide in what I do.

I am a daughter to two individuals who have worked, oversaw and developed sections of State Regulations that are to this day majorly impact that state and how it is currently regulated.

In my free time, I write poetry, I create art, I enjoy dancing, I write lyrics. I listen to music, I do photography, and watch movies ( I have seen way to many lol). I love dogs, cats, horses, and various other four legged creatues. I also play and am involved in playing DnD, Magic the Gathering, video games, cards and multiple board games. I am also into antique cars.

Now with that all said, I am on here to enjoy my time with friends and socialize and listen to music. If a relationship is built on here in regarding to a friendship or other, so be it. As a tid bit though, please realize that I am loyal, I am sweet as can be, and I do not want to waste my time on stupid. Everyone has their own pet peeves and things they can not stand and as of such if you get to know me you will get to know what my buttons are. I have been through alot in my life and as of such I might be to much for a lot of people but at this point in my life either you like me, you love me, or you hate me.

I will share some of my orginal work of poetry on here from time to time, music I like or other random things. This is my page. Sorry, not sorry. If you want to shout box or talk to me, I do not bite. You can reach out. If you want to be my friend on here, go ahead and hit up that friend request. Unless you have done something stupid I will accept it. Also this is Fubar, if you want to bling me or show any kind of love feel, free to do so. I show love back on here randomly and it is not really based on how long you have been here and I am by no means cliquish. I honestly enjoy learning about new things, new people, and new cultures. I speak English. I however would love to brush up on my German as well as learn more. I also want to learn more Spanish, French and some other languages.

One last thing, I am poly ( on here the closest thing that it relates to is an open relationship), I flirt as a regular type of way of talking. It is not always that I am hitting on you. Trust me if I am hitting on you, you will get more of a pervy vibe from me. Take it as a compliment because I love beautiful things and people. Being poly does not mean I am trying to get into everyone's pants. I am loyal to and will only pursue you if my partner or partners agree and they will always know about you and have a say. It is about being honest with yourself and those you love.

Anyways, if you have gotten this far... wow you are kinda awesome. I know this was a to long didn't read kinda thing. If you are still interested in talking to me, mention a few things I have written about myself and what we might have in common to start off a conversation. I'll pay attention more. Enjoy your day, be humble and kind, and always treat people how you want to be treated. Much love and hugs and kisses.


"Chance"

May I call you handsome
I know it may seem a bit much
Know that I see you differently
Even if you can not dare to trust

Sometimes when I whisper
When my words come out on a tender note
I sigh in frustration
Knowing that my words would never float

You will not hear the tremble in my voice
You will not see the hurt in my eyes
I will turn away hoping you will stop me
And that I will not cry

I am not couragous
I am far from strong
I hate hurting more than anything
And it hurts to admit I am wrong

So today I will take a chance
I have a quarter to flip for us
Just cross your fingers handsome
And instead of "God"...
This quarter we will trust

Heads, you win
Tails, I lose
Once this quarter flips
Please do not fail to choose

You have the winning hand
Life has dealt it to you
I am what you will get
As long as you chose

So may I call you handsome
I hope it is not to much
I see you through this loving gaze
And if you play the game
I wish you the best of luck


"Tango"
As I stand here waiting for your touch
My breath catches in my throat
I stare at your lips in anticaption
And let my breath out as I here the first note

You pull me in slow
And with that touch I give you control
My body melts into yours
As I just let go

Slow, Slow
I turn and glide
Quick, Quick, Slow
I'm by your side

With each motion I become yours
And with each touch
My anticipation soars
Slow, Slow
Quick Quick Slow

I wonder if you know what you do to me
My eyes close as my mind falls away
My body quivers in ecstacy
And my limbs bob and sway

Touch my hand and pull me close
Whisper in my ear where you want me to go
Hear my moans as I move with you
And as you let me slide away
Let me take in your godly view

Slow, slow
It's such an agonizing pace
Quick, quick, slow
I know I will never escape
Slow, slow
I whimper and plead
Quick, quick, slow
You can hear my need

Shall we continue this dance?
Or shall we cave to our desires?
I want you so much more
I dont know if I can put out this fire

Slow, Slow
I turn and glide
Quick, Quick, Slow
I feel it inside

Please push it in hard and deep
Cut me open with your unending need
Dont stop when you hear me scream
My soul is just leaving me

Slow, slow
Is gone right now
Quick, quick, slow
Is all I know

I climb the peak
I search the stars
You make me feel so weak
But right now I know I am yours
The pace is all in your hands
My body is yours to mold
Im naked to your eyes
But in them I will never be cold

Then there it is
I hear the sound
It escapes my mouth
And I feel like I am falling to the ground

Oh what did you do to me
Slow, slow
Why are my limbs so weak
Quick, quick, slow

As I hear the last notes come
I let out a disapointed moan
I want to feel your hands on me still
I dont think I will ever get my feel

Slow, Slow
You push me away
Quick, Quick, Slow
And then we are done for today

Oh I wish I could call you back to me
Side step and take a bow
This was only a dream
There is no real chance
How could I ever imagine you with me
there is nothing else to see



"Masterful Mind"

Some call me hard and cold
I tell them that it is only control
They only see what I let them see
And that sure isnt the real me

Breath in and breath out
Never let them hear me shout
Hold back the anger within
And do it all over again

My skin scares them
My voice is way to strong
Ive already been condemned
They already say I'm wrong

Breath in and breath out
Never let them hear me shout
Hold back the anger within
And do it all over again

Master the masks I shall need
Never let them hear me breathe
For this is my time
I have a masterful mind

-Original Created for my Muse Master Minded


"Here Unconditionally?"

You say you will stay with me no matter what
I shut my doors and build my walls
I wait for you to break them down
Where are you now?
I cant hear your heart in this darkness
Am I alone again?
Did you leave when I pushed you away?
Were you not stronger than my demons?
You said you will be right here...
One more lie to pile on the pile of lies
One more pebble to throw into the ocean
It is okay though
I want you to know, I loved you
I loved you enough to set you free
I set you free of this darkness that I die in
I set you free of these chains
The chains that hold me tightly suspended
The only things I feel is the pain
Your love was foreign
My system never could understand or read
A virus to the one thing holding me together
Will you free me?
I will wait here...
I will always wait here...
Will you love me unconditionally?


"My Obsession"
They ask why I stare into the distance
What is it I am looking for
Always persistent
And always wanting more

I dont know how to tell them
That I am waiting for you
My love stifles my tears
And there is nothing I can do

You are my obsession
My one reason to live
You are my heart and my soul
And for you, anything I would give

I hope that one day you will come for me
That you would whisk me away
You would save me from these thoughts
But I do not know what to say

Maybe I wish for to much
I should tell them I cant let you go
It hurts more than anything
I just get you will never know

You are my obsession
My one reason to live
You are my heart and my soul
And for you, anything I would give

So as I lay me down to sleep
I will no longer weep
As tomorrow I will never wake
For my soul I pray for you to take

You are my obsession
My one reason to live
You are my heart and my soul
And for you, anything I would give









40 Year Old · Female · From Nashville, TN · Owned by wally and is worth 1,000,001 fuBucks. · Joined on February 19, 2008 · Born on October 8th · 4 referrals joined! · 8 different people have a crush on me!

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