Being hostage by your heart.... something I understand all too well... never thought I'd register that pain in someone else's eyes. Desvasting really...crazy the best of us wind up in love and losing ourselves desperately tryingto get the other to understand..none of us luv to the same extent..."love" is not just a word....its the real feeling of butterflies in your stomach..your heart racing. Funny the 1st time it happens; u swear it's not gonna happen again....then it does.. maybe in a different way. Either way... the reality is.. most the time it can't be explained why we feel these things...for the 1we jus so happen to fall with...but know as good as it can be... love is dam near the #1 top killer in the world. Obviously this girl been thru it lately; and literally seeing this pain in someone elses eyes brought me to this. Love will run its course..at different levels it can grow....or demolish... guess we jus need to pay attention when to cut our loses.. especially when u realize..we already lost ourselves....how CAN we stay...youd think I hate "it" by now. Fkd up.. I'm truly a sucker for love... growing.. experienced both the "GooD" luv & the "bad" I wouldn't be who I'm becoming in any manner without both.
For everyone else... after going thru love... we become more n more timid to get to know others.. being hurt... keeps us safe... but fk that.... lol I need a good ass adventure & I'm boutta take 1👌 1 way or another