well im very much free and unhapperly alone&single lol..and after a messy seperation i moved into my mums/my inherited vacant house after my dad died of lung cancer bless him;(and then mum got ill with ostipurosis and i became her full time regd carer after i was honourable discharged from the royalmarines commandos sooooooooo anyway blah blah... so i took on mums care and cared for mum ever since dad died aswell as work'have a family and loving gf for 8+yrs of blissfull perfection 2 amazing kids then one day i came back from work and she told me out the blue no pre warning no arguments no issues no reason apart from she didnt love me any more...!!!and can i move out my whole world shattered around my ankles and its nearly destroyed me over the last 3 yrs soooooooo that was that...;-(;-(so now im back after hiding from life'love'friends'after shunning the world i feel i can finally move on and trust again and find that one special lady and my true soul mate..
my son whos now 5yrs and is my whole world and the air that i breath'..
anyway so recently mums was getting even worse she dosent even know qwho i am anymore and has become voilent and aggresive and uncontrolable ..
and more hands on care after assulting and hurting some of the carers in some cases so ive had to move her to a more specailzed and secure care home which in turn costs lots and lots more aweek £1250 aweek to be frank!!!! which i just possible cant afford any more aswell as my bills and live myself...so ive had no choice but to sell my inherted family home to pay for my mums ongoing care home fees which went up for sale this week
;-(..so ive recently moved in with ,my best m8 and had to rent a single little box room until the house goes and sold etc and then mums sorted finally YAH....;-)!!!after years off going thro the courts'lawers'redtape and goverment legislation and rules etc SOCIAL WORKERS...!!!
well thats until its all gone in under 4halfs years and OWNLY THEN.....!!!!!the state WILL happerly fund her for the rest of her life..
so after taking every last pound all of our'savings'isa'pentions&BANKRUPTING US BOTH....!!!ALL THE WORRY'STRESS HEART ACHE'AND LOSS AND PAIN IM FINALLY FREE TO GET ON WITH MY LIFE AFTER 16YRS OF PUTTING OTHER PEOPLE 1ST AND EVERYYHING IVE LOST AND HAD TO SACRIFICE SINCE COMING OUT OF THE BRITSH ARMED FORCES TO CARE FOR MUM..SO LADYS AND GENTS IM LOOKING ENJOY MYSELF IN EVERYWAY I CAN AND FIND LOVE ONCE AGAIN AND THAT ONE SPECIAL LADY TO SETTLE DOWN WITH HOPEFULLY FIND PEACE AND HAPPYNESS ONCE AGAIN...SO ALL YOU LOVELY SEXY SINGLE LADYS COME AND SAY HI TO ME BECAUSE YOU NEVER KNOW...??!!??
YOU COULD BE THE ONE LOL...XXXX