Former NSFW cam model, submissive by heart and here to vent and chat about whatever except sharing content due to my complicated living situation. In a domestic partnership with someone who has gone vanilla and I have someone who wants to pull my strings in life being my partners back, and through gaslighting and manipulation I kind of want it too but it would be such a risk. Should I give in and just for it, ruining my relationship to be with someone who have abused me to the point that I'm in love with them or stay with someone who is genuinely nice to me?

Other than that, I am a calm metalhead who loves the outdoor life, alternative aesthetics and art in various forms. Doesn't mind having a drink with some good company and while listening to some music or playing some games - storytelling board games believe it or not. Anyhow, while you're here, feel free to look through my ever-updating gallery and spread some love.

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