Humanity is fucked. People aren't here to make you happy. Half the time you hate yourself so much you cant even get another to love you. Then there are those so blinded by love they lose touch with the world. I put my hands in the dirt. I feel it between my figures. It may be cold, it may be warm. Sometimes I like the way it feels. and other times I don't. This doesn't mean I should do it all the time. and I don't. I've only felt true love twice. Soemtimes it only comes to you once in a lifetime. Sometimes I feel that way. And soon maybe I will find my way. So Life seems so great. Right? Yet there is so much missing from mine. So much that I crave. How can I get my hands on it I wonder. These dreams. These aspirations. Where did they all go. They all seem to be right before my eyes, but I have not yet found the way to grasp them. I see so many people around me achieving thier dreams. Yet mine still lie dormant. Through only faughts of my own. So I take chances. I've taken many chances. It seems as though the more I do the more I wait. I'm tired of waiting. I'm tired of sitting. No one is here to help me. Seriosuly what the fuck? The horizion is dark cloudy and yet still full of so much beauty. You will see my canvas. This life I paint within my mind. As I swim to the surface. I no longer find myself drowning. I still only find myself sinking. Sinking into youI still only find myself dreaming. Dreaming of youLife has been drained. All these years and I still cannot maintain.Society. This is my society. Full of holes.Holes in the fucking ground. You all soon fall back into your graves.Look into these eyes. Died inside these walls of flesh.Society. Leaves me cold. Socially restrainting, suffiating.Bring me back. Back to where I knew it all. When I felt whole.I am the one. You see. I am the only one you saw. And that's okay with me.This mind, this body created in the image of a god.Step back and let it all in. There is only me. Myself.This thick eyeliner melting, dripping, soaked in sweat, and tears.There will be no blood shed here. This life is mine for the taking.This love is all for me. My love. This love. Me! Till the very end of me. Till the very end of you. I will always be breaking in two. No one can save me. No one can save me. Save me from myself....