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Been feeling pretty undescribable I guess. A lot of times I'm just out of it. I've been getting a bad dream every night it seems. Different dreams all the time. I don't talk much at work anymore. People question me but I don't feel like talking. I try to get things out of my mind but it's always there...I don't know what I want.
I find myselt smoking a lot more. I don't really eat much. Some days I will just stay in bed for long hours. I don't have a lot of energy. I still feel sad a lot...my self esteem is still low. Good thing I'm still losing weight....too bad it wasn't fast enough. Why is it that sugys still look at woman for their looks?
I should be in bed now...I have a class tomorrow at work. I kind of regret for joining it but I guess it will get me out of the house and get my mind on other stuff.
My mind is a blank...i dunno what to think.
