I have been off and on with a guy since September as most of you know. We both love each other yet have had trouble making things work. Well I went on a date last Saturday. The next day I went out with this guy I have been off and on with. We decided to try once more. He was going to move out of the country but decided to stay for me. He is wonderful with my son and seems perfect for me. So that is the happy part. The other part has to do with the guy I went out with. He is a really nice guy. I really enjoyed being with him. In fact if my boyfriend had moved I think this other guy and I might have had something. I just feel really bad about how it happened. I tried to be nice about it and I was honest with him with out having to give details. I know he is not all heart broke over it as it was only one date but I still feel bad because I do like him. It's just that I am head over heels with this other guy. Ok now I am done venting.