STRAIGHT EIGHT's blog: "Have you ever wondered"

I know your journey threw the gates are just beginning . it seems that no matter what we do in life we cant control when its your time to walk down that road. the road that leads to those big gates in the sky . i want you to know I LOVE YOU. you've touched me in all these years . we have laughed cried we've watched love ones die . the late nights the long days . you have always been there even when you where gone.. I cant get used to the fact im losing you in life . i want you to tell dad i love him. i cant look you in the eyes in your state it hurts deeply to realize the long hard fact that you soon will not be here. ill always remember the good ole days and look forth to the days i can sit and smoke with you and dad in haven.i want you to know ill watch over your kids . it pains me to write you like this to lose my best friend ever in life at our age is so much . we never value someone to we lose them. but it seems i know how much i value you. so when you look over at me and a tear rolls down my face you know why .