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MEMO: "I AM YOUR DISEASE"
I HATE MEETINGS. I HATE HIGHER POWER.I HATE ANYONE WHO HAS A PROGRAM.
TO ALL WHO CAME IN CONTACT WITH ME, I WISH YOU SUFFERING AND DEATH.
ALLOW ME TO INTRODUCE MYSELF. I AM THE DISEASE OF ADDICTION... ALCOHOLISM, DRUGS, EATING DISORDERS, ETC. I AM CUNNING, BAFFLING AND POWERFUL. THAT'S ME! I HAVE KILLED MILLIONS AND I AM PLEASED. I LOVE TO CATCH YOU WITH THE ELEMENT OF SURPRISE. I LOVE PRETENDING I AM YOUR FRIEND AND YOUR LOVER. I HAVE GIVEN YOU COMFORT HAVE I NOT? WASN'T I THERE WHEN YOU WERE LONELY? WHEN YOU WANTED TO DIE, DIDN'T YOU CALL ON ME? WASN'T I ALWAYS THERE?
I LOVE TO MAKE YOU HURT. I LOVE TO MAKE YOU CRY.BETTER YET, I LOVE WHEN I MAKE YOU SO NUMB YOU CAN NEITHER HURT OR CRY... YOU CAN'T FEEL ANYTHING AT ALL.THIS IS TRUE GLORY!. I GIVE INSTANT GRATIFICATION, AND ALL I ASK OF YOU IS LONG TERM SUFFERING. I'VE ALWAYS BEEN THERE FOR YOU. WHEN THINGS WERE GOING RIGHT IN YOUR LIFE, YOU INVITED ME IN. YOU SAID YOU DIDN'T DESERVE THESE GOOD THINGS, AND I WAS THE ONLY ONE WHO WOULD AGREE WITH YOU. TOGETHER, WE WERE ABLE TO DESTROY ALL THE GOOD THINGS IN YOUR LIFE.
PEOPLE DON'T TAKE ME SERIOUSLY. THEY TAKE STROKES AND HEART ATTACKS SERIOUSLY, EVEN DIABETES, THEY TAKE SERIOUSLY. FOOLS THAT THEY ARE!!
THEY DON'T KNOW THAT WITHOUT MY HELP, THESE THINGS WOULD NOT BE POSSIBLE. I AM SUCH A HATED DISEASE YET I DO NOT COME UNINVITED. YOU CHOOSE TO HAVE ME. SO MANY HAVE CHOSEN ME OVER REALITY, PEACE, AND SERENITY.
MORE THAN YOU HATE ME, I HATE ALL OF YOU WHO HAVE A 12 STEP PROGRAM.
YOUR PROGRAM, YOUR MEETINGS AND YOUR HIGHER POWER ALL WEAKEN ME AND DON'T LET ME FUNCTION IN THE MANNER I AM ACCUSTOMED TO.
NOW, I MUST LIE HERE QUIETLY. YOU DON'T SEE ME, BUT I AM GROWING BIGGER THAN EVER. ONLY WHEN YOU EXIST, MAY I LIVE. WHEN YOU LIVE, I ONLY EXIST.
BUT I AM HERE...AND UNTIL WE MEET AGAIN, IF WE MEET AGAIN, I WISH YOU CONTINUED SUFFERING AND DEATH!!!
ANONYMOUS...
I GOT THIS BACK IN THE YEAR 03/19/98 IN A PLACE CALLED "DACC"
A REHAB FOR DRUG ABUSERS. MY ONLY "DRUG" I WAS DEALING WITH IN HERE WAS MY DESIRE TO DRINK TOO MUCH.
I HOPE YOU HAVE ENJOYED READING WHAT THIS "DISEASE" ENJOYS MOST ACCORDING TO ONE'S OWN WEAKNESS'S AND SOMETIMES,A CALL FOR HELP.
IT WAS MY PLEASURE TO POST IT IN MY BLOG... & IT IS MY HOPE YOU GOT SOMTHING GOOD OUT OF IT* 
LINDA
