Damncupid widow of nameless1's blog: "me myself and damncupid"

so many times you have tried to break my will , kill my desire to rip out what is left of my heart. through words you steal  happiness , through actions you try to hurt, but honey i keep telling you, nothing will ever make me stop caring , stop wanting you completely. i have tried over and over to make you see that you worth the world to me , more than anything other than my kids who are part of me. with out you in my life some way , some how , its not worth living. you think you will hurt me if we are together but you hurt me by being apart. you are where i want to be , where i always will want to be , there in your arms. you know sprout looks up to you , and cares for you too. and my youngest will in time if you let her. why do you run from happiness why do you think you dont deserve it, why let that bitch ruin you , with words , and actions, let it go. reach out and grab life love..... stop closing the door in its face.