I stare at the door and all I see isyou walking out the door.
I want so much to hold onto you.
Im afraid if I blink you wont be there,
You say your here to stay.
But my heart don't take your words.
Except push them away.
You get close and all I want to do is push or run.
It feels so good, but you cant get near.
I fear.
If i let my walls down I wont be able to rebuild them.
I push to hear the words, but nothing theres.
Please don't go.
Lock the door. The doornob, deadbold, and the chain.
Unlock the locks to my heart. and See whats inside.
Ice,
Thats melting, but dont want to melt.
Trickles of water fall fast as it breaks.
Drip drop, drip dropit goes down the drain.
I feel the breeze as it heats it up. All I feel is you.
Stop what you doing.
I hate being weak, hate being scared.
Stop
What are you doing to me.
You make me see.
I'm not alone.
I fear i'll always be alone. But you chase that thought away.
I want to you see you years from now.
I want to see you. Just You.
