YOU WANNA KNOW SOMETHING BOUT ME... READ THIS :)

I am honesty and sweet to everyone!! People will have alot more respect for you if you were to just be yourself. I trust no one. It takes alot to gain my trust, too many people have fucked me over, hurt me, broken my heart and I do not trust easily anymore.I don't do cam and I don't want to see yours. I don't give out my YIM, MSN or Skype, so please don't ask. If, after a while, I feel you have been a good and true friend, I will exchange that info with you. If you dont like me, theres a big chance that I dont like you either so dont sweat it. No one is important enough to waste my time hating on them. I must be pretty important to alot of people if all they have to do is hate on me and my life,Im going to live my life the way I want to no matter what you say or do, no matter how hard to you try to break me down. Im a strong person, you wont break me, you'll just waste your whole life trying, only to realize in the end, your life has turned out to be nothing because you put more effort into hating mine than loving your own. Im just chillin for a bit, getting my life together.

 I've been through alot of shit... & still going through it.(Yes I have a husband)Yes I have left him to be with a person I thought was right but turns out I was wrong,But Its only making me a stronger person in the end. Im VERY opinionated. I stand up for myself and my believes whether you like it or not. If im wrong about something I will admit it, but if I know im right, I wont give up. I dont apologize unless I am actually sorry. So dont expect to get one unless you deserve it. I wont apologize only to make a situation better, its just not me. At least get to know me... really know me before you talk your shit and spread your rumors. You'll find that im ALOT different than what you've heard about me. In fun, Im down for pretty much anything. Try anything once, twice if I like it. Im not perfect, Ive made my share of mistakes and Ive learned from every one of them. I wasnt always the nicest person. I've hurt people I love. I've changed alot. Im so sick of always having to explain myself and stories to people. Just let it go, forget what you heard about me. Chances are its not true. Just get to know the real me. Get over yourselves. You know nothing about me except the rumors spread from some other haters mouth. Good work haha. Its pointless to believe what you hear. Words get tossed around, stories change, people hate and thats just life. I've got better things to do than worry about those of you who enjoy that kind of stuff. I dont judge, i dont hate. Everyone is beautiful and everyone has their own style and reasons, there's no reason to hate someone for the way they CHOOSE to live their OWN life. Its your life, live it the way that makes you happiest. Life is too short to let things bother you. Sometimes I forgive when I shouldnt. One day I plan to find that amazing guy.NO drama, NO fights. I do hate people who are judgmental, I hate people who purposely try to ruin other people's lives, like are you fucking serious? Wait until it comes back bitch. & trust me it will. Yes in the past I have things and I regret it, but I have also learned from it and know better not to do it again. It doesnt and wont get you anywhere good in life. I want alot of things, but im not greedy. I dont get nearly everything I want. I dont get things handed to me. Im not rich. I dont even have enough money to get by Sometimes. Sometimes I spend my money on things that are less important, but I do what makes me happiest at the time. I dont have alot, but I get by. There are certain things that make me cry easily. I like to write poems. Most of them are a love poems, dont like it, don't read it. I write what comes to mind. No, not everything I write about has happened to me, and thats now how I feel, its just what I write. I love  Dancing is my favorite thing to do & im good at it =] Dont hate. No one truly knows the REAL me. Good luck. I dont just settle for anything anymore. I dont rely on anyone but myself anymore. Im not perfect, I never will be, I never try to be, Im exactly who I WANT to be & Im only improving. Ive made mistakes in my life. Ive let people take advantage of me, & accepted way less than I deserve, but Ive learned from my bad choices and even though there are some things that I can never get back, and people that will never be sorry ill know better next time and I wont settle for anything less than what I deserve.So you think you know me from reading that? Think again, there's so much to me. Get to know me before you judge me ? Im not just some dumb bitch... I've made mistakes like everyone else, but I dont judge anyone else by their past so dont judge me by mine. Show me respect and you'll get it back. 

I wanted a guy who wouldn't tell me what he tells every other girl. A guy who didn't mind talking to me at 1:00 in the morning, just because I couldn’t sleep. He would stick up for me even when I’m not around. He would take me to the movies and actually watch it with me. He would make me dinner even if it’s just hot dogs and tater tots. He would take cute pictures with me, even if he thinks he looks stupid in them. He could be himself around me. He would act like a dork with me, even in public… but he would still be serious when he needed to. Someone who I could feel like the sky is the limit and we can do anything. Mostly, a guy who isn’t afraid to be honest with me, but is afraid to lie. 

If your thinking you want to write me a message, dont ask me anything you could have answered by reading on my page, you wont get a reply back.