This life i lead is such a sham....
Each day goes by....
And the memory of you remains.
Some days i fool myslef into thinking i'm doing fine without you....
But thats a lie i tell myself to help me go on each day.
Not a day passes that i dont still feel your presence in my life.
You are always there.....
Somewhere....
My one regret.....
My one heartache.....
I close my eyes and see you smile and it still makes my heart skip....
And your laughter haunts me in my dreams.
I dream of those piercing blue eyes, looking up at me....
I can almost feel your soft warm lips on mine....
Your hot breath, taking mine away.
And i swear i can still remember how you smell.
As the days go by, you would think it would get easier.....
But, no.
I still do the dumbest things.....
My eyes still cry for you often....
You still cross my mind daily.....
And every day, after i shower, it's your name i still write in the temporary fog on the bathroom mirror.
My heart just wont budge.....
It knows what i have come to believe as well.....
I have lost my soul mate.
Though physically you are gone from my life....
You will still be with me as long as i have a breath in my body.
~Patrice~