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ISN'T IT SO SURPRISING HOW QUICKLY WE WILL REACT TO SOMEONE ELSE'S SURMATIONS OR REMARKS OF OR ABOUT US, ESPECIALLY IF THEY ARE THE LEAST BIT NEGATIVE OR CLOUDY. AT THE SAME TIME WHEN WE SIT AND TRY TO SUMMARIZE WHO WE THINK WE ARE TO OTHERS WE SOMETIMES HAVE PROBLEMS PUTTING THOSE VERY THINGS INTO WORDS..JUST SHOWS MOST OF US IF WE ARE COMPLETELY HONEST WE MUST ADMIT WE ARE A COMPLEX BREED..THERE ARE THOSE OF US THAT SEEM TO KNOW EXACTLY OUTWARDLY AND INWARDLY JUST EXACTLY THE JOURNEY THAT HAS BEEN DESTINED FOR THEMSELVES AND NOT ONLY THAT BUT THEY FEEL THEY ALSO KNOW EXACTLY HOW TO GET THERE. I WONDER........FOR MYSELF I AM ONE OF THOSE COMPLEX CREATURES. I LOVE PEOPLE ALL PEOPLE..WE ALL LEARN FROM EACH OTHER EVERYDAY, IF WE ALLOW OURSELVES TO BE OBSERVANT ENOUGH. UNFORTUNATELY MOST OF US ARE SO BUSY, WE NO LONGER PAY ATTENTION. I CONSIDER MYSELF TO BE FUNNY, WITTY EVEN, PRACTICAL. COMPASSIONATE TO A FAULT SOMETIMES. GENEROUS NOT ONLY WITH POSSESSIONS SOMETIMES BUT WITH MYSELF IF NEED BE..I HAVE PROVLEMS WITH THOSE WHO HAVE PROBLEMS GETTING TO THE BOTTOM LINE AND THEN IF THEY NEVER DO I FEEL AS THOUGH MY HEAD WILL BUST..I AM NOT FOND OF THOS WHO FEEL IMAGE IS THE MOST VALUABLE THING THEY OWN..I DO NOT LIKE VANITY, DON'T GET ME WRONG....I LOVE LOVE BEAUTY. BUT BEAUTY TAKES ON ALL FORMS WHETHER IT BE OF THE FLESH OR THE HEART AND ESPECIALLY THE SPIRIT...SPEAKING OF SPIRIT I HAVE BEEN SO BLESSED THROUGH OUT MY LIFE MY SPIRIT CONTINUES TO BE FILLED WITH TRULY SUCH BEAUTIFUL FEELINGS OF COMFORT AND SOFT PLEASURES AND LOVE. I FEEL AS THOUGH AT TIMES I COULD JUST SPREAD MY ARMS OPEN AND SUCH BEAUTIFUL FEELINGS OF CALMNESS JOY AND LOVE FLOW FORTH WITH SUCH SILENTNESS SUCH AS A WARM SUMMER SOFT BREEZE. I HAVE SUCH BEAUTIFUL THOUGHTS OF PEOPLE THAT I HAVE YET TO MEET TO SHARE LIFE WITH AND GET GIDDY THINKING OF THOSE I WILL MEET IN MY FUTURE . I HAVE NO PATIENCE WITH A QUITTER, EVEN IN HARDTIMES EVEN IN DEFEAT THERE IS ALWAYS SOMETHING TO BE LEARNED. I FEEL I HAVE A VERY GENTLE SOUL EVEN THOUGH I COME ACCROSS AS BEING A VERY STRONG, SURE. AND DETERMINED WOMAN. MY SOUL HURTS SO BAD SOMETIMES WHEN I SEE OUR HUMANITY DO SOME OF THE THINGS IT DOES, I WEEP...I HATE GREED AND I HATE THOSE THAT DISGRACE OUR HUMANITY OF EXSISTANCE STRICKLY FOR THE ALMIGHTY DOLLAR. CERTAINTLY EVERYONE SHOULD DO WELL AND JUSTIFIABLY BE COMENPENSATED FOR IT, BUT I AM MORE PRON TO LEAN TOWARDS THE ARTS AND MUSIC ANY OF THE FINE ARTS THAT TOUCH OUR LIVES, EVERY PART OF OUR LIVES WHETHER VISUALLY, PHYSICALLY, AUDIOLY, MENTALLY...EVERYPART OF OUR MIND BODY AND SPIRIT....THOSE THINGS TOUCH OUR LIVES TODAY AND MAKE US THINK ABOUT YESTERDAY AND MAKE US SEE MAYBE WHERE WE WILL BE GOING IN THE FUTURE. THAT SHOULD AS FAR AS I AM CONCERNED BE MOST COMPENSATED FOR... FREE WILL AND FREE THINKING AND FREE SPEECH SHOULD BE GUARDED OVER AS IF IT WERE THE RICHES OF ALL HUMANITY.. GROWING UP MY DAD ALWAYS TOLD ME ONE OF HIS WISEST LISTEN AND LEARN EXAMPLES..SOME WIN AND SOME LOOSE BUT EVERYONE PLAYS THE GAME. IT TOOK ME A WHILE AND MATURING ALONE THE WAY TO KNOW EXACTLY WHAT HE MEANT. TODAY I KNOW ....I FEEL I HAVE MADE A PRETTY GOOD WALK SO FAR AND HAVE MANAGED TO MAINTAIN MY DIGNITY AND REMAIN TRUE TO MY BELIEFS AND REMAIN FAIR IN MY JUDGEMENTS. I FEEL MY GUARDIAN ANGELS AND MY BLESSED FRIENDS AND FAMILY HELPED ME MAKE THAT WALK A PEACEFUL ONE. I AM NOW RETIRED AND FACE SOME PHYSICAL AND MANY HEALTH PROBLEMS SO I AM NOW ON A NEW JOURNEY..I WILL MEET AND GATHER SUCH BLESSINGS AND FILL UP MY SOUL ALONG THIS PATH THAT MY SPIRIT WILL CONTINUE TO FILL AND GROW. AFTER ALL ISN'T THAT WHAT THE HELL WE ARE ALL HERE FOR......TO LEARN TO LOVE TO GROW LEARN SOMETHING NEW EVERYDAY THIRST FOR KNOWLEDGE....JUST REAP AS MUCH AS OUR HUMAN SPIRIT WILL ALLOW.....