I'm really sick n tired of seein' these goddamn holiday bulletins. I mean yes I know Christmas is comin' up. But damn people. I had the most depressing Thanksgivin' of all. Since we didn't have it yesterday cuz mom had to work, I was home alone. My own lil sis didn't even bother to say Happy Thanksgivin' to me. I didn't even see her at all yesterday. But I did manage to get out to go the movies with Alicia, to see Happy Feet.
And since its gettin' closer to Christmas, I have a feelin' that I'm gonna be home alone on that day as well. Sometimes I wish I never came back to IL. I wish I could of stayed over in Hillsboro, OR. Where I knew I always had someone at home with me. And if they all had to work, I knew I was gonna be home by myself jus for a couple of hours or so. But then again, I was happy cuz I was there with my Trevor.
