SwEeTrOsE V's blog: "You are the reason"

I can't sleep at night

I'm thinking of you

I try to shut out those thoughts

But they won't go

I toss and turn

Loving and hating them all

 How much have you realized of me?

Am I obvious to you?

Or do you have no clue?

I'm sure there is a hint

In the back of your mind

That tells you

I'm interested in you

Disturbing me

That you're stuck so much

Will they leave

Once I return?

Maybe I just miss a friend from whom

I've been gone too long

I enjoy your company

Easy going

Thinking like me

I cannot resist

Someone like this

what my thoughts

Linger on You seem to say

Making it a possibility

No longer

An uncomfortable idea

I love how you see the world

In a different way

I see it in your eyes

What it isI have yet to find

A myriad of times

I think I feel your eyes

I turn to look

And think they are not there

I fear your gaze 

As many fear mine

For the very same reason

You seem to know all

And your eyes

See into the soul

I almost wish

You would not find me so

I fear you can tell

All I think of you

These thoughts

Scare me most of all

keeping me up at night

Perhaps my visions

Are telling me something

Very clearAfter all . . .