Jazzykitty's blog: "yo all"

A glimmer from behind the clouds in the dark night is all I can see of the moon tonight. The warm summer air slowly cools in the lack of light in the night sky. I look up through the clouds at the moon many miles away. My life is moving, every so quickly that it some times seems to pass by the things that are important. Like friends, lovers, family. The moon seems not to care much about the clouds, it keeps its bright sliver of light glowing many hundreds of miles away. While I sit here looking up at it thinking about time. Time means nothing to the moon, nor anything else other than us. Time is something we make up, we control, and we enslave our selfs to. A car drives by full of Friday night party goers, their music blasting from the open car windows. When they I look up the moon is still there, caring nothing for time, or what is going on here. Maybe I should keep the moon in mind next time I think I'm running out of time to do things. It keeps turning with no time, so I should be able to control my time with little problem.

The calm music of somafm.com flows from the speaks in my ears. A small figure of budda sitting on top of a mirror. A blue candle burning on top of another mirror, and the smoke of incenses filling the room. I think of life, what it is made of, what to do with it. I think about if there is a god, goddess. Only this seems to come to my mind. "Be one with the world, with all being. Because it is my world. I must perceive it with my own eyes, not with the ideas that others tell me I must use." To see the world with out glasses, the ideas of other changing your view of life. I won't say its an easy thing. The sun comes in to the window, and and I open my eyes from my meditation. The many trees out side my window seem to glow in the light that brings them part of their life. That give use part of our life. I don't know if there is any one answer for any the question in the world about life and how to live. Every one picks an answer, many an answer that some one else has given them. But I just don't feel good about that, I want to find my own answer. But as far as I can tell, the answer is life. Ever day I wake up, is my answer. I am always changing, my answer is always changing. So the best I can do is to live every day of my life. To live every day and try to be true to my self, follow MY WAY, and trust the only things I can. My self, those I love, and the ground I stand on.

so My other half sent me a link to this, and I just though i would come and see what its all about. so looks like fun so far, any way, off I go now. poof