Tuere's blog: "Random Musings"

Here I am writing in this blog again. 

So many things are going on at once it also seems insane.

I had a good friend of mine get married – was even invited to the wedding, but I couldn’t go.  Sad I couldn’t go but am happy for him and his family.  Everyone deserves happiness and this is one of the sweetest guys I know.

So that’s a good thing right?  Yeah

What else is going on, hmmm …

I am in a place in my life where I should be settled, one would think.  But what is settled exactly?  I look around me and think that I should be doing more somehow.  Are things going well?  I would say yes and no. 

Some aspects of my life are wonderful, I feel secure and happy.  Other areas are not so rosy, they are up in the air really.

I could complain about how my eldest is as hard headed as a Marble countertop.  But he’s a teenager, so I make a few allowances.  (very few if you ask him)

My youngest will always be my little devil. Those of you who have heard me on the phone while he’s up know exactly what I mean.  He can be so sweet and so cute and then turn and do a 180 and become the brat from outer space.

So I think I kind of stand on this narrow ledge.  If I lean too far, I’ll fall.  So I go the other way…the place where there’s a grip, and hold on.  But that’s not good enough.

I have to also move forward.

Here I am, getting it together to make a move forward.  Step by Step and a day at a time it should work.