We all have that one place you go to to get away from everything even if only for a little bit. Well what do ya do when ya lose that place. Where do you go then?
It only seems to drive you further inside yourself and for some of us that's not a good place to be. On the outside you can throw walls up and slap on a smile, right? No one will know the difference, well at least those that just glance the surface and never go deeper. Though sometimes you just become really good at it and even those that claim to know you well never really do see it either.
Why it's so hard for people to be upfront with you and stop walking around things. It's only gonna get worse in the end the longer you continue the sham. Disguise it however you like it's still gonna hurt no matter what so get it over with already.
People who don't like liars or say they don't like liars amuse me because all they do is take in people who lie and it turns into a game then they wonder down the road what happened. Well let's see you were taken in by a nice package on the outside and blindly walked right into it. Do I feel sorry for ya, I can't anymore, because I've become that person you cast aside for someone else that's done nothing but lead you on into lie after lie.
I could say you're missing out on what ya coulda had, but why bother? That's not me I'm not arrogant, or concited, though apparently that's what you look for and there's plenty of that to go aroundin this world so good luck to you and when you get screwed over remeber the one person who didn't do that to you, you let go so easily!!!!
