ok.. so now i get to bitch some.. ya i was seeing someone.. was going great.. been together almost 3 months.. i changed all my profiles to in a relationship.. i had a yahoo personals profile for over 3 years..lol totally forgot about it. well the guy i WAS seeing sends me a message sayin its over cause i was lookin for someone else cause he seen my personals profile.. ya news flash.. when i changed my profile pic on my yahoo profile it changed it for my personals profile as well.. i mean come on.. how fucked up is this? if certain people would have cared to read my info hadnt been edited in over a year. my kid's ages in it are will soon be 5 and 2.. ya my daughter is fixin to be 6 and my son will be 3 this summer.. i mean ya i was holding back because of certain issues like family.. ya know. i lost my job the end of january.. his hours got cut back.. i was broke for valentines day but it was our 2 month anniversary, so i scraped up enough change to buy a card for him and some candy just cause of what day it was.. i go to see him and ya know he couldnt even go to the damn dollar store and get me a 50 cent card.. it would have atleast made the night a little bit more special.. ya it hurt my feelings but i knew his situation and i got over it cause im used to being unappreciated.. all i have done is give and give and give and thats the thanks i get for it?? i don't think so. oh ya and for all of you men with your dick pierced and you think its a added pleasure for women.. ya it AIN'T.. it fucking hurts like hell and it's a distraction.. i stressed my feelings about it and he took it out for one night.. put in a smaller sized one still really didn't help any tore the hell out of me and made me sore as shit but that didn't matter.. i still got over it and dealt with the pain cause i knew he liked it in there.. so anyway.. i'm fucking done.. don't need the bullshit.. thanks for reading.. and if its a certain someone reading then i hope all works out for you but don't bother me cause i just don't care any longer..
bye yall..
Melissa