Wanna know what I really hate?
I hate liars.
I hate fakes.
I hate people who hurt other people intentionally.
I hate not seeing the truth.
I hate not forgetting.
I hate dreaming about the pain I felt.
I hate her more than anything.
I hate that I hate her more than I used to love her.
I hate that I write songs about the pain she caused me.
I hate that it happened 4 and a half years ago and that it hurts to think about it.
I hate that even though I found the love of my life, she still manages to hurt me.
I hate that I can't forget what happened.
I hate that I can't forget what we had.
I hate that she didn't really leave.
I hate hating her..
But most of all..
I hate not being able to write this without tears in my eyes.
