Some Kind Of Wonderful's blog: "Written Not Spoken"

Every new beginning, comes from some beginnings end. Every time you kill me, I am born again. Every time you close that door, Another door is opened. And every time you say goodbye, a different word is spoken. Every time you look at me my back is facing you, And every time you ask to see me I'll have something else to do. Every time I join your game, You're not playing fair, And every time I really love you, I pretend that I don't care.

You won't be his FIRST, his LAST, or his ONLY He's loved BEFORE, he will LOVE AGAIN, but if he LOVES YOU NOW, what else matters? He's NOT perfect, and neither are YOU and the two of you will NEVER BE PERFECT BUT, if he makes you laugh at least ONCE causes you to THINK TWICE, and admits to being human, and MAKING MISTAKES... Hold on to him, and give him ALL YOU'VE GOT He's NOT going to quote poetry, he's NOT going to be thinking about YOU every moment, but he will GIVE you a part of him, that he knows YOU CAN BREAK Don't HURT him, don't CHANGE him, don't expect too much from him, SMILE when he makes you HAPPY CRY when he makes you SAD and MISS him when he's NOT THERE.

Well Now...Much Difference In A Couple Of Days...I Have Moved Out Of The Place I Was In And Am Now In A New Apartment. I Am So Excited. it's A Four Bedroom Two Bathroom And The Best Part Is There's Only Two Of Us...And Rent Is Cheep. Still Haven' Gotten Phone. Lost A Couple Friends...Sad Day :(. I Missed Everyone To The Fullest. Mostly My Lovey David. Missed Ya Tons Sweetie!!! Hope You Missed Me The Same!! RAWR! We Moved In On Saturday But Internet Didn't GEt Working Untill Today...Lameness But Whateves...Well Thats All For Now...there's Other Changes But Must Wait For Them To Unfold Before Telling...hehe xoxo ♥Nichole

Today is One Of The Weirdest Days...I Seriousely Feel Empty Inside. Not Like Void Of Emotions...But Like Empty As In Something REALLY Big And Important Is Missing. I Can't Put My Finger On it...And It Saddens me. It's Like...I'm Not Terribly UnHappy. I Love My Friends I Love My Fam I Like My Job. I'm Not Particularly Happy With My Financial State But Life Is Still Good. I'm Alive...I Just Feel So...last Place In Life I Tell You it's Not A Good Feeling. When Someone Doesn't Think of You Like You Think of Them...It Like Crushes You inside. REALLY. So Everything is Fine...I Just Feel A Little Empty And Lost Lately. xoxo ♥Nichole

I'm Very Dissapointed...I Absolutely Adore A Certain Person In My Life. We Have An Intense History Together And When I Think Of Him My Heart Deffinately Skips A Beat...My Problem Is Simply This...My Love For Him Is More Intense And Deep Than his For Me...I Understand What We've Been Thru. But How Can You Deny This Love? Do You Really Not Feel It Like I Do? It's So Hard To Feel This Way About Someone And Not Feel That Love IN Return...Sure You Feel The Love, Just Not The Way You're Giving It...And You Know In Your Heart You're Giving It With Everything You Have... I Dono. Maybe I'm Dumb. But I Still Wish We Could Leave The Past Where It Is...And Move Forward Unless You Really Don't Want Too... Thanks For Listening xoxo ♥Nichole

So Basically Due To The Crappy Weather I Feel Like Complete Boo Boo. But I'm takin It Easy So i Can make It To Work Tonight...Wish me Luck!! lol Silver Lining...I Feel VERY Loved. xoxo ♥Nichole

Whoever Said When Life Hands You Lemons Make Lemonade OBVIOUSELY Didn't Work Very hard...Cuz If I Made Lemonade out Of the Lemons That Are Tossed To Me...I'm Gettin Burned. Cuz I Work At Life And Have Cuts...Both Internatl And External. Sometimes Friendship Is Hard. Sometimes Life Is hard...And I LOVE Lemons But HATE Lemonade. I'm Just Glad That Tomorrow Is Another Day With A Fresh Start. Maybe I'll Get Grapes Tomorrow I Could Use Some Grape Juice... Or Like...Apples Hell I Could Use Some Juice...I'm Out. xoxo Nichole

Well It Was dad's Weekend Here At Good Old Washington State University And WOrk Sucked BAD. There Were So Many People And There Was So Much Going On It Was A Nonstop Day From open To Close There Was Never A Time Somthing Didn't Need To Be Done...But it's Also VERY Fustrating As A Lot Of The People In My Kitchen Are STUPID. Sucks When You Have To Work Your Job And Go After Everyone Else To Make Sure There Doin What They're Supposed To And Not Burning The Food. Anywho Glad This Weekend Is Over. Time To Prep For Apple Cup!!! HA HA xoxo Nichole

I Am So Excited...I Did NOT Vote For Bush. So You Can Imagine My Hesitation To Vote This Year...But At The Same Time I Felt Like Obama Would Win...So I Voted And It it Worked Out To My Liking...FUCK YEA!!! GOODBYE BUSH YOU PIECE OF SHIT!!! Happy Day Everyone. I Love America

All I Can Say is That I'm REALLY Pissed And REALLY Confused. And I Am Gonna Try Not To Over React This Situation Untill After I Talk to This person I am Upset With...FUCK...Damn.