so anybody else have one of those weeks where it seems like its way too much to hold in your hand so you put some in your pocket and you lose control of all of it? its like you're in a race above your league, but you push yourself to keep up... or when you know you're gonna drown sooner or later but you still keep paddling water? why is it human nature to keep yourself going? when it sometimes feels like its a useless effort... well, i'm having one of those months... anybody else?
