SoOo its been awhile.
Lets update. I've been talking to this guy Ray for a while now. Were just friends tho, but also a lil bit more we just havent came out and put it into words!! We just recently had sex && gosh ii want so much more. But of course my life is very complicated && he's still in love with his ex girlfriend, so for now were just good friends.. i hope to talk to him more about 'us' sumtime soon, ii just needa get it together.. Because along with him love'n his ex.. ii have the same prollem.
I still love bookie! Last night me and bookie messed around. && he has a girlfriend.. Weird! I never thought id b the 'home wrecker' but at the same time ii love him so much ii cant help but let him do the things he does to me! GrRr-ness. Im so screwed up. & if it actually came down to choose'n bookie or ray ii wouldnt kno who to choose. For one, ii dated bookie before && it turned out bad.. and For Two, ii heared Ray wasnt a very faithful guy.. soOo what do ii do??
AnJ Marie
